Really, no, I think I could if I thought about it hard enough. Seems all I do is go to work, come home, do some chores, surf the web, go to bed, and then get up and do it all over again. I finally had two friends over last night for some lemonade and Apples to Apples (although, it's much more entertaining with more than 3 people...)
We had a really great time, then they left to go on their date, and I just felt really empty. I had gone out of my way to make plans for today to drive out 20 minutes and bbq and swim, when my host txts me some lame excuse, that even if it was true, I'd rather he tell me a lie. So I try to download some online games, thinking 'hey, here's a way to kill time' but the my processor is too slow for most of them....sad day. My mom called, yacked my ear off for 45 minutes before I nearly had a breakdown to get her off the phone. She's coming over tomorrow to bring me my cookbook and some other things, but still, I feel pretty pathetic.
The highlight of my weekend was supposed to be bbq-ing and swimming with a half-naked Aussie.....now it's having my mom stay the night. What a life right? I'm trying to stay positive but if things don't start looking up soon, I may just opt for anti-depression medication. I can't even have a kitten or something in my apartment to break the consistent void of all/any company.
I wonder what wacky things I need to tell my doc to get her to write a prescription for happy drugs?
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